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Showing posts with label true love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label true love. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Brothers


 Nothing melts my heart faster than watching these two boys of mine play together.
Their love astounds me. It is limitless. 
I know that in the not-so-distant-future these moments may become few and far between, but for right now I want to remember what pure joy and unconditional love looks like.






Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Love, love, love, love, love

Does anyone else hear Jason Mraz in their heads or is it just me? Just me, yeah that's what I thought.

Not really sure what was said, but some seed was planted and Miles was so excited for Valentine's Day this year. I mean crazy excited. Counting down sleeps (you know, two more sleeps til V-Day) excited.
So I figured I better have something fun for him to wake up to. I wasn't super original, but I felt a gazillion (or at least that's what it felt like when I was cutting them out) paper hearts hanging all over would be exciting.

 

I must admit that Miles did find it very exciting. So much so that they are still hanging up. I was about to take them down, but there may have been a melt down that resulted in prolonged love hanging from our hall ceiling. 

We also decided that baking up a delicious batch of love was in order. Chocolate cupcakes with pink icing, sprinkles and paper hearts - yea we pulled out all the stops. What can I say, that's how we roll. Okay, that's a lie we don't usually roll that way, actually I usually roll to lazy and don't even bother with frosting. 
But for love day I went all out for my 4 year old love. 

♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥
Is it me or does Miles look drunk on Valentine chocolates? Just say'n. He's still adorable.

Gabe was my Valentine too, but he was at work while the camera was out. Love you Gabe - you're my best friend, my true love, and a bunch of other mooshy stuff that would probably embarrass you ;).

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Cute Liam

So in love with this boy!





Friday, November 23, 2012

Happening of Late


Morgan was able to attend the temple for the first time and receive her endowment. What an amazing day!



So grateful for the blessing found in the House of The Lord.


Bountiful experienced it's first major snow storm of the season. Man what a doozey!
Perfect play'n snow though. Miles woke up and saw the snow and yelled, 
"Mom, IT's CHRISTMAS!"






Sunday, August 26, 2012

Snuggles and Bubbles

Miles: Mom will you read me a book.
Me: Sure, which one do you want?
Miles: Let's go in my room and pick. You can bring Liam too.
Me: Ok, let's go pick.
Miles: I have a great idea. You can put Liam in my bed and we can snuggle and you read a book.
Me: That does sound like a great idea. 




Have I mentioned how much I love babies and bath-time?




The word love almost seems inadequate to describe how I feel about these two boys.
Each of them carries a piece of my heart.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Liam's Story

Our little Liam sure surprised us all.
After being dilated to a 3 and 75% effaced for almost 3 weeks I had given up any hope of going into labor on my own. I was scheduled to be induced on July 5th and had everything planned out.

On the morning of July 3rd I noted a clear, thin, white discharge. I didn't think anything of it and brushed it off as one of the weird things that happens during pregnancy.  By mid afternoon I was annoyed with this increase in discharge, but still didn't think anything of it.  Then at 8:00 pm I had a smallish gush.  This seemed weird and all of a sudden I remember thinking, "Oh, I wonder if my water broke and I've been slowly leaking all day." 

After a quick phone call to my mom to see what she thought it was decided that I better call Labor and Delivery to see what they had to say.  The nurse I spoke to didn't sound overly convinced that it was my water, but said it was better to check and be sent home than to walk around with a broken bag of water.

So I quickly called Gabe at work to tell him that I think my water broke and that I was going to go into L&D to have it checked out. I asked him to meet me there, even though they were probably going to send us home. We decided that since I was probably getting excited over nothing that we would just take Miles with us. I mean, they were gonna send us home anyway so why bug the neighbors.

At 9:00 pm we finally got to the hospital. After being checked (still only dilated to a 3) and swabbed to determine if my water had actually broken we sat around and waited for the results. It seemed like forever! At about 10:15 the results were in. My water had broken. 

Now what? We're already at the hospital, but since I was so sure that they were gonna send us home we had brought Miles with us and I didn't even think to grab our bags.  We quickly called our parents to tell them that we were having a baby and to tell my mom to head on down to watch Miles.  Then we had to call and wake up our neighbors and ask them if we could bring Miles over until my mom could get here.  

Gabe quickly gathered up Miles and jotted down a list of the things he needed to bring back with him and then headed back to Bountiful (about a 30 min drive).  Finally after running home, making sure Miles was settled and grabbing what he thought we needed Gabe made it back to St Mark's at about 11:50 pm.

According to the monitor I was having contractions, but I wasn't aware of them. At around 12:30 I started to notice them a little, but by 1:00 am the nurse told us they had slowed considerably. From about 1:00-2:00 am Gabe and I were wondering the halls of St Mark's hoping to get my contractions to pick up again. Unfortunately it didn't work. Around 2:00 am I as started on pitocin. It was slow moving from here.
by this point I still hadn't dilated anymore and my contractions were pathetic. 

At 4:00 am I was checked again and only dilated to a 4. They upped my pitocin drip and my contractions seemed to pick up for a little while, but then slowed again.  By 6:00 am my pitocin was increased again and once again my contractions increased, but then slowed. This trend went on until about 8:00 am when little Liam did a jump and the rest of my water burst. There was the explosive gush I was expecting. From that moment my contractions intensified to the point that I was asking for my epidural. However, that was a mistake. The anesthesiologist had to stick me twice because he drew blood the first time and then when it was all over my thighs and abdomen were the only things that appeared to be numb, everything in between still had feeling. Hmm can we say pointless? 

Anyway, at about 9:15 I told the nurse that I needed to push. She seemed surprised and checked me. Then she said with surprise, "Oh, yes your baby's head is right here." I was then instructed not to push and that my doctor had been notified and was on her way. So for about 30 minutes I painfully resisted the urge to push this baby out of me every few minutes. My doctor arrived and evaluated the situation, informed us that baby was posterior and therefore pushing would be difficult. Finally at 9:52 I was given the go ahead to push. 5 contractions and 10 minutes later Liam Lucero was born at 10:02 on July 4th. 

When he came out Gabe and I were both concerned because the cord was around his neck, he wasn't crying and he looked so blue. After what seemed like too long he let out a good cry and everything checked out fine.



Gabe and I both laughed right out loud when they told us that he weight 8 lbs 10 oz since that was the exact weight Miles was when he was born. I guess my babies just need to cook til they're nice and huge.



Miles was so excited to meet his little brother and has kissed and loved on him everyday since.







We are so happy that Liam has joined our family. We are so grateful that Heavenly Father has blessed us with another sweet spirit to watch over. Oh, thank Heaven for little boys!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

A Fathers Love


Three and a half years ago my heart was changed forever. I had become a mother and Gabe had become a father.  I will never forget how he stood by my side as we welcomed our sweet Miles into the world, how he looked at Miles and truly absorbed the responsibilities that lie before us. The moment I saw him hold our son changed me, changed my love for him into something stronger and deeper than before. My heart grew to encompass Miles, but it also beat stronger for my eternal companion.


When Miles was just new and I was struggling to adjust to being a new mommy, Gabe was my rock, my constant. He was the most amazing dad and the most supportive husband. Even though he had to wake up and go to work the next day he would get up with me every time Miles would fuss. He would sit next to me while I struggled to nurse. I don't remember once hearing him complain.



Daddy is definitely the fun one at our house. He has always tried to find ways to make Miles laugh. Even though he works long ours and we don't get to see him as much as we like he is always willing and eager to play with Miles the second he walks through the door. Miles absolutely loves playing with his dad.  



He even manages to make work fun.  Whether it's shoveling snow or mowing the lawn Miles is always asking if he can help and Gabe is always willing to let him, even if it means a job that should take 20 minutes ends up taking 60. He is such a great example of hard work, accountability, service, patience and love. 

   
When you ask Miles, "Who loves you?"
He is quick to respond, "Daddy (and mommy)."
There is no question in his mind that his dad loves him.
How can you doubt the love of a man who tells you he loves you every day, asks and seeks out hugs, and goes out of his way (even when it's not convenient) to spend time with you?



The other day Miles said; "I want to play with my friend. Where's my dad?"
It was such a precious statement and it filled my heart with joy and love for the father of my children.
Thanks Gabe for being a great dad and an amazing husband.